Well, 18/12/09 morning I went to KL to gather with other and at the night go out yam cha with other ES member & KOAS member. The next day 19/12/09 we all went to PD. It’s raining =.= but it never stop us from enjoy at the beach. I never think i will go into the sea too… wearing jean and go into the water…zzz. At the night we were BBQ. Renny was holding a fork and walking around seeking for foods LOL. Next day morning before we leave PD, we were playing poker & gamble…omg!! Don’t tell my mum, I play small amount only…XD. After that go eat pizza as breakfirst. Long time no eat pizza at shop b’coz always kfc, kfc & kfc…. After that I back to KL.

Monday - every one not around so no go any place, go to cc only… 1st time stay so long in cc, 10 hour lol. Next day~ finally there was some friends free, go shopping & watch movie. Continue few days almost doing the same things lol. btw, Thx for Lynz & Cellyn for giving suggestion on buying my cloth, I think this is 1st time I buy cloth for myself…? And thx for Cellyn for gift me another shirt. So far is that one is my 1st gift as birthday present?

There are some picture at my FB. Click Here

2009 is ending. Happy New Year to you all.

SPM already end and I had failed myself. About how many A’s I can get IDK. Well, this is not the end but here is the starting point. I belive that I able to do some things that I want to do so. Maybe I will change my original plan to the other that bring better life to me.

What is friend? I don’t think I understand it duel to I never try to get some friend before. The person I take as friend maybe can count with my finger. Is that “friend” is the one who will share happiness with you? Who will help you when necessary? Who the one understand you? arh… Don’t know and don’t care now, one day later will understand. Even we all are not so close now, but I will never forget about the happy hour that I had enjoyed when with you all. Farewell all and take care of yourself.

I think I only got 1 best friends, ya… best = 1 right? Only she will accompany me. Some time she emo a bit maybe duel to too tired in helping her parent work and the situaltion she meet. Don’t so emo and be happy, every things got their solution & every things will be fine. Hope can get a better relation…swt… why am I thinking. Any way, wish she happy every days.

My PLKN is in 2nd or 3rd group, but hopefully can get in the 2nd group. Seen like I would be free until I get my SPM result.

Why I still haven’t buy a handphone? B’cause my mum took all my money that I earn to do her business… Current 1 day I able to earn RM100~150 only, but this amount is too less, is there any job can get higher income? I feel like maybe I will change my target to be a businessman, As I know this is the only way can get highest income. Few days ago, I ask some people how to get higher income and I get scold “In your this age how much you want to earn, that amount still not enough?” LOL… yes… I feel that really not enough…

Will go to KL this friday to gather with other and will go to Port Dickson on Saturday. Yeah~ PD I coming, forgot last time went there is when already. This apartment seen not bad ya CORUS PARADISE APARTMENTS .

Wish will enjoy at there.

And I will do better in coming days.

Business season & exam season come in the some month. zzz… headache and eyes like burning…

left 2 week to change my future…

skip all due to not free and tired…

SPM is near… and there is some one want to challenge me LOL.

I need to review all subject before it too late… who care it left few week time.

btw… I’m thinking, if after U come out work, 1 month salary only few k, I think that is too less… If want earn more, is that need to do some big project? business? stock? If want earn big always got risk. As we know “Nothing ventured, nothing gained”.

Whatever la… Wait after this only think about it…

I have forgot my last post password LOL.

Well, left 1 month to study, just need to focus on the subject I targeted then every things will be fine.

Sell 1 more thing in my RO then I will buy myself a hp. Before no think about buy a hp and spend all … .

Nice music :

This music are just too sweet to listen.

Tarot Card test :

現狀: 戰車
你的狀況是不知道自己要什麼，也有可能你正在猶豫，要不要放棄你眼前喜歡的人，另外找尋更適合的對象，但又無法果斷的決定。

問題: 賢者
你自己本身的條件很好，相對的對於另一半的要求也比較高，尤其是重視聰不聰明，但對象好不好，不是憑口才或條件就可以判斷的喔！。

建議: 藝術
建議考慮一下日久生情的對象，你需要一個能夠了解你每個舉動的人，而這種程度的了解，不是一朝一夕可以練成的。

It’s true…

I got no problem to settle every things except feeling OTL.

Some advise to other (personal experience)

1 ) Don’t simply trust one people even that is your friend.

2 ) Don’t make promise if you can’t keep your word.

3 ) Voice out what in your mind before it too late, never say out other will never know about it.

4 ) Do some thing that you want to do before it too late, you may lost the chance if you no do it.

5 ) Make a decision fast and accurate, if not the decision you make after that is not thing. But don’t make a decision that you will regret…

6 ) Being a human must know contentment.

7 ) Cherish what you got now and in future.

8 ) Don’t be greed, get either 1 or you may lost all.

9 ) If want to sue some one, get the prove.

10 ) If want to fight with some one evil, you must more evil than them.

11 ) Don’t sympathize enemy because that is ruthless to yourself.

12 ) Trust yourself > other.

Sorry to those whose had hurt by me.

This few week a lot of this had happen, I’m tired on this all…

Failed on some targeted subject, maybe now I know which part I need to focus.

Why the old member wanna come back? When we need them they never show up, but when no need them they come and bother. From the case, I found that some time enemy is friendly than those old member.

Why they want to do some thing that will hurt my friends?

btw Cellyn, I think I’m also a bit tired with your emotional attitude…some time I really don’t know what you thinking and what you want… pls try to change it…

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Holidays~ realy boring…Just Tue go out with friends, go cinema watch movie. After that they split to 2 team =.= , I just follow them walking around lol. No plan is like that la…

Sat RMC winner got their prizes from GM. I’m 1 of them but the RMC helm look like too big and a bit ugly…

My that guild every things is fine, but don’t know those old member who already leave guild wanna come back bother and spoil every things. ROC was disban but my guild leader will create a new guild to avoid from old “member”. Why don’t they think about the result 1st before do some things. I will always on my leader side. Wish those things will never happen again.

SPM trial last week, realy no mood to study & answer the question…don’t know what happen, suddenly no mood to do every things…Holiday start, watch PPS, eat, sleep, RO, Dota, CS, bla bla bla also feel boring. What I thinking? What is my plan? sigh…

Whatever…..

SPM Trial 2nd week, Bio & Chemistry Paper 2 last question can’t do duel to no enough time to study pif. Math Moden graph also can draw wrong, nvm still A. Left few paper then my trial finish. Start feel bored already, go back play Dota lo. This week i seen like so lifeless…zzz.